Even now the thought of it agonizes me.

时至今日，回想起来，仍然难过。

And if we don't find Patty soon, we won't make the Boston flight either, he agonizes.

如果不快点找到帕蒂，我们可能连波士顿的那趟班机也赶不上了。他极度痛苦。

A career executive with two preschoolers at home agonizes, "I don't feel like I am raising my own children."

家里有两个尚未入学小孩的一位职业经理人感到极其痛苦：“我感觉我不是在养育我自己的小孩。”